Day 456

This boy has a disability. It is mostly a "hidden disability" to others, but to him it is life-altering.

When he was a pup, he hit his face during the Zoomies. We knew he had injured his right eye and rushed him to the vet clinic. After many opinions, and attempts to help him, a nationally known animal ophthalmologist gave us the final prognosis...his retina was detached and he would not regain sight in that eye.

We were understandably saddened for our young Golden, but knew we had to move forward with a positive outlook and incorporate adaptations where they were needed.

Gus had already started that journey on his own. Bumping into things became an ever-present challenge. Often, he would hit a doorframe or corner with enough force to send him sprawling. He was, after all, still a Zoomy Puppy. As time went on, he learned to slow down a bit and be more aware of hard objects.

Although he seemed to be more and more successful with his ability to avoid pain, that was only on the outside. We soon discovered that the bravado we saw was only skin deep. Within his little heart, fear had taken root. This would be displayed when a big dog came too close or a loud noise erupted. His reactions were driven by self-preservation.

He became a bit defensive when we would meet other canines, cower when strangers were near and bark his "Gus the Hound Dog" bark to let other pups understand they should stay back! All this to make up for his lack of sight.

Although we have supported him with classes, surrounded him with love and tried to make him feel utterly safe, he still watches and protects his right side at all costs.

This led me to look at children and adults with disabilities in a new light. If a person with a disability seems unsure, afraid or defensive, they are only trying to keep themselves safe...both physically and emotionally. I have always had so much respect for individuals dealing with a disability, but after observing Gus, I have even greater admiration, respect and empathy for each one.

Gus will be just fine as he continues to adapt to his lack of sight. He will forever help us to be more aware of individuals with challenges in life. He is going to make an AWESOME Therapy Dog someday!