Day 549
Today was a day of "Happy Tears." Just this side of another decade here on earth, it was a day of celebration and a feeling of warmth and love shared from friends far and wide. It truly was incredible and I am humbled.
My Goldens seemed to intuitively know something was special today and never left my side, feet, lap or any other way they could be close. There were walks, snuggles and porch sitting. It was as if they wanted me to know their gift was love and devotion. You can't ask for more than that. Their sweetness throughout the day brought a few gentle tears as I realized how very lucky I am to have them today and every day. It also made me think about how much my father would have adored these dogs. My love of animals certainly seems to come from him.
Growing up, I was my father's shadow. With fate giving him two daughters, I felt it was my duty to step up and do some of the things he would have shared with a son. We cut trees, raked, hung windows, mowed and a number of other tasks that would NOT have been my first choice as a teenage girl...but it meant I could spend time with this fabulous man.
There were a number of times in our shared time on earth when I would feel sad and shed tears for one reason or another. Dad would always say, "Don't cry, Honey. Save those tears for something important." The words made sense to my mind, but my heart always had other ideas!
My family and friends know that my tears appear unexpectedly...even to me, but that they are always sincere and heartfelt. Many times, I have tried to conceal those emotions, but the tears win every time. Today, as well as the last few days, has been no exception. My eyes have deceived me more than once when opening cards, gifts, taking phone calls and simply getting those hugs that mean so much! Unexpected "presents" have been a constant this day and I will savor each one in my memories.
We all shed a tear from time-to-time. People surrounding us might feel a bit uncomfortable because they simply don't know how to help and make the tears stop. Just this side of 70, I have finally realized something. Let people cry their happy tears. Hug them or cry right along with them. It is a genuine reaction to the heart feeling so full it seems to "overflow" like a fountain. Let people cry...and don't try to "fix it." Happy tears are just that...happy!
The next time someone sheds a tear of joy, just smile and be together in that shared moment of closeness. Or...if you have a dog (or four), you won't have to worry because they will be right there to "dry" those tears with their kisses before anyone realizes what is going on!
